Time passes really fast

Wednesday, November 18 at4:16 PM

Haven't been update for a while, rreeeaaaallii the busy in office as well as home. Kena kau kau this morning by the kids, fight for yakult and vitagen. children.. children.. ish. Sometimes they're your angle but they are also devil at the same time. Creating troubles day by day.

Been through a lot between october and this month. Last month, when Xilas was gone for his vacation at ClubMed, I need to handle this office thingy alone. Duh. Now I know how hard it is when no one can help you, but i'm kinda lucky that i still able to call him whenever i get stucked, but sorry lah, disturb a bit lor.

Then here it come the Premier of 2012 on the 10th Nov which has already passed. Waited for so long and finally able to watch, and when the actual releasing dat of that movie, it's fully booked at every cinema for few days, glad that I had chance to watch it before others. Gonna go watch the 2nd time with my boy since I missed out the last part.

Coming up with Mel's 21st B`day in JB. Not sure whether Bi decided to go or not, still waiting for the decision lar .

Okay stop now, boss back .

你也是吗

Saturday, November 7 at3:39 PM

星期五早上和阿姨吃早餐后到了时代广场打车。打了通电话，问了个人要吃早餐吗。
其实可以就这样搭了火车就走，可是我却返回头，回到那个曾经多么熟悉却陌生的咖啡馆-星巴克。
就这样点了两杯热巧克力。看见好久不见的点餐服务员，好像又从新回到那段常在咖啡馆等待回家的时候。
不知道为什么会想要巧克力，但就是想喝。一个人领着两杯巧克力就这样在路上走着，在地铁里站着，总会有许多人看着那个纸袋，然后大量你的五官，穿着，你用得包包，带的手表，等等。。等等。。
上班族都这样，因为会赚钱了，就会打扮了，就会买稍微有名的牌子，那又算什么？一早起拼了命的赶时间和火车就为了这些？我倒是喜欢一个人慢慢走着上班，慢慢的等地铁，看着别人从来不会注意到的趣事，享受着那些被上班族们遗忘的感觉，真好。
星期五放工后，拎着文件拿了巧克力和包包就从到楼下，因为我的大雄在楼下等很久了。回到学校注册明年要读的课程，给了四百元，好心痛呵。完后，到了 Ikea 吃 meatball. 好久都没吃了。当然我的大雄不吃啦。吃完后又匆匆忙忙的离开，回到家赶快收拾东西又回到老家。时间过得真快。
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今天星期六，想说可以睡迟点，怎知道十点多就醒了，真不像我，然后我倒头又睡，直到十二点。这才像话嘛，不然太早起来要干嘛啦。
起来后发现今天真的是星期六了，明天大雄就要离开到新加坡坐油轮，那这四天我要一个人干嘛。 我们彼此在一起那么久了，平时也只有讲几分钟的电话，一个星期才大约见一两次面，可是这次好像真得满遥远的。虽然说还是会像平常一样打电话，传简讯，可是已经是不同的城市了。不过没关系，去玩玩也好，或许能让他成长多一些。
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接下来的星期日又不知道要干嘛了。好烦哦，要在家一整天吗？可以啦，反正会有大电视嘛。

*写华语真得很难，英文容易多了，可是往往华语的魔力还是不能被看小。

Strange

Thursday, October 22 at3:02 PM

Okay, I am effin cold over here, wearing one cardigan and one denim jacket, but my finger are still freeze. It's raining out there, most of the people in the office went down for some matters. Plugged in my ipod and music going on in my ears but I couldn't get a single word, the silence in the office are killing me. I just want some noise, not the noise that blabling around, just wanna listen people speaking so that I can remind myself I'm still alive.

I don't want the life that tide up with work and blah blah blah things that i don't like, I wanna go on with what I wanna do. I want a few days trip to get out of the mess but there's no chance. I'm waiting for the right time.

Okay, my brain stucked, can't continue.

Ja mata

败犬女王

Tuesday, October 20 at2:21 PM

哇，很累啊，早知道就睡啦，都是女王害的。颜老大强力推荐，所以昨晚看了第一集，怎知就停不下来，一直看到4点半。差点睡到超时！闹钟响了好几百遍，都被我按掉。
Lucas 善良的心，女王筑起的围墙也渐渐垮了。
快做完，快走。。。

Silent

Friday, October 16 at10:49 AM

Starto.

Okay, I woke up pretty early today, but I just hanging in the room instead of getting ready to work. I'm not lazy or anything, I just do not feel like walking, really don't know what signal my brain is giving me, weirdo.

Then I get out the around 9.30 something. (ok, I know I need to reach office at 10!) When I get down from the lrt in Masjid Jamek, I need to walk across the road to take putra. When everyone is walking happily, suddenly huge "bom!" just like the real bom, and it's just not far from me! I was bloody shocked with that sound, even it's balloon I already shout, but I didn't shout for this la, quickly walk over it and get into train and I saw a really cool guy. Well, maybe I get so used moon yew they all, I started to pay attention to people who wear street things, not those simply put on without knowing anything bout street things la, I'm not a pro as well. At least things that usually talk about I've seen the photo or pict. This guy in the train have the pants that they want it so much, the shirt that they love, and the shoes that they think is a must to have it in their collection! It's like a person walking out from the picture that they shown me. Just like Edison Chen, but of course the guy I saw wasn't him : ) (why am i talking about this stuff?! )

Okay, entertainment done, gonna start working, I got whole bunch of number and papers waiting for me and I love the Excel with all the handy function : )

Ja mata!

Tumb up

Wednesday, October 14 at10:46 AM

Nah morning are pretty nice with fresh orange : )
I love the weather that never let people get sweat or freeze, sunny yet windy.
Gonna start working again, I'm pretty blur about what should I do now, figuring out the account?
Anyway, just to blah something since I'm so called "free" over here.

Cold, Cool, Crap

Tuesday, October 13 at12:05 PM

Every time I am back as a part time in well you know, mca. People start asking me question like : " So how is it? I heard there very luan now, any news or not "; blah blah blah. I don't know how to react to these questions, I'm working in a relief department that helps people during disasters or get some donation to help out the poor ones, I ain't working for the purpose of gossiping.
Yah I know I may at least know something about what is going on in the office, but people don't really speak about it, and I don't have the mood to listen, so pls la, don't ask me again. I need a break for that.

The same old problem still going on me, I don't know whether the other staff felt it or not, but I do feel COLD over here. The temperature are like freaking, bloody, effin low, the centrelized air-cond make me sick. When wei xiang went out for meeting, I'ven done my work, then I'll be sitting here like what am I doing now, bloggin, or Facebook-ing or what so ever la.

Just want the time fly really fast.

Neh, Ja Mata.

Crap

Sunday, October 11 at12:59 PM

Yo, forgive me for do not know how to get a perfect title.
Well, I wasn't so into blogging recently, I just thought that I should do a little update since I'm free. Yeah, I'm free now, no school, no course work, no class test, no assignment, no more FINAL EXAM (it cheers me up every single day!).

Last two weeks, everything was so messed up, the sudden announced of final exam will be going on in last week, which means we only have few more days. Can't even have time to react to the shit. The management said wanna let us graduate in this year, so we gotta rush up everything. As fast as we can finish the final, then we can get the result asap. So everyone gotta rush, have got no choice. I don't know how we make it, but we did go through all the exams, pass or fail, it just depends.

Staying home relaxing has really gave me a chance to recharge, have been doing a lot of things for the past few month. Gotta start working again on next week, can't wait till the pay day : ) I want $$$.

Okay, stoppu for now : )

Final

Sunday, October 4 at3:26 AM

As what I've mention on the title - FINAL, I had kinda few things is in the final process. First, my final exam is next week. Then it is the final semester and de very final test, cos I will be graduating after this semester. (if everything goes well as planned lah).

Even though it wasn't a tough semester, the subject are so much easier than the previous semester but we just do not have enough time to get prepare for the exams. From the first day class started until we have assignments and tests, we don't really seems to have a free days. When the starting of this semester, ppl get happy around and had fun for first or second week, but after that, start getting busy, assignments starts coming in, as well as tests. After the IT assignments was given, then PR's and after the done passing up everything, schools announced final on next week. Can't we just had a week of break or something. Actually we do have, but I was working for the Raya holiday so I didn't get to rest as I wished.

However, after this exam then I'll be free! That's the coolest thing happen in this year! Moon Yew they all got a house at my place, degree programme are almost settled, just the final decision to make, working has been settled as I had a part time job in MCA again. Basically everything are prefect, but I just have some strange feeling that everything go so darn smooth till I kinda worry whether it that a dream or something.

I really should be sleeping at this time, so nites.

Brain is not working anymore.

Back to work

Wednesday, September 23 at9:18 AM

First day back to office again. Not sure whether I can handle or not because everything changed. The room where we used to be, the place where we used to sit, the people who we used to hang out with, all are different now.

Slept at 3 something around 4, but woke up around 7.15. Headed to office at 7.45, reach in 20 min time. I can't believe I just used 20 minutes to reach MCA. Imagine where are all the people? Guess they are still in the middle of having their Raya holiday. Train wasn't pack at all, it's a good things anyway : )

Had a Marigold HL Choco milk, and start facebooks, well it's CRSM's facebook okay, not myself, after that only I log in for a while. Next task was sticking poster all over the building from the bottom car park to the top level 22nd floor. Finish it with a girl who I just knew, her name , Yan Qing (I do not know the exact spelling by the way)

During lunch time, we went down to the entrance and under bridge to distribute flayers regarding this event on Friday. Well, when people gave me papers on the street, I'll said no thank you, but when I become the person who distribute the paper, that's different. It's so damn difficult, but you've got no choice. Lunch after that, chicken rice : )

Now just got a moment to rest for a while. I'm going to have the pudding where Mei Ru Jie gave it to me : )

So not into blogging nowadays

Monday, September 21 at12:27 AM

Ever since Facebook has become one of my daily routine,blogs are getting abandon by me. Maybe because I don't have to type a lots of word but i can express my feeling easily. Well of course I do attracted by the application games and so on.

Some updates.
Haven been really busy this few months [I guess I've been repeating this sentence almost every post]. We don't really have a lot of assignment, we only have 2, but that's enough to kill us. IT assignment about Social Networking Websites has made my brain to write for 4000+ words. Because of the plagiarism thingy, we cannot do copy paste and gotta use our own word and sentence which really killing me. After finishing my IT assignment, here we go the PR assignment. Well this is even worst, we have more than 1 month time to write an assignment where require only 1800 words, but the PR assignment need to a report of a program to save the leatherback turtle. From doing research and analysis on understanding the situation, setting up objectives, define publics, what techniques to use, budgeting to the last assessment of result, we need to do it by ourselves. I'm not saying that this is not possible, but we really need some more time to finish it. During the last day, I purposely woke up early and print it, but I didn't bind it and I didn't know that he want the assignment on his table before 2.00p.m, so get scolded by him because I'm late for 6 minutes and the god darn binding things! He was freaking angry on that day, he even get his book and out of the class saying that he doesn't want to teach us anymore. Well, what's the big deal? You are a PR people and you can't even communicate with your student, what else can you do? A manager doesn't mean everyone have to o exactly like what you've said. If one person do not do like what you've instructed then maybe that person dumb, but of the whole class also do the different way that you expected, don't you think you yourself have problem as well? Slamming books and yelling at student all the things you can do ?
Blah..

Getting away with all the school shits. I'm now having the holiday. One week holiday, but Wed gotta get back to mca for work. Maybe it's a good start. After a busy and frustrated day has passed, I realise I need to change the environment and the way I see stuff. Maybe the perspective has changed or something has make me grown up.

Anyway, ciao! you make me love you : )

Yo.

Sunday, September 6 at2:45 PM

Haven't been updating for so long after the last post.
Life has been so busy recently.
First is last semester result, it really make me heart attack.
I was expecting that I would fail my taxation cos I really did not do well on that paper, but luckily I pass it, so no problem la.

Then assignments came to me without giving me a break. First is IT assignment which I'm working on it right now, then is PR assignment on Leatherback Turtle. I understand that we have to concern about the earth creature and protect them. At the same time, I do realise that it is not easy for us to work on a assignment where we need to come out a plan on how to save the leatherback turtle. But I will try my best on it.

After all the assignments and tests, it's the final exam. 6&7 Oct and graduation on 31 Oct 2009.
I don't know how long can I continue some more, that is why I need a break.

Anyway, I've no idea what am I writing and the grammar or what so ever. I'm done with it.

What is wrong with us.

Wednesday, August 26 at8:59 PM

Kinda having the hard time with that damn bear. Maybe what I did was wrong. I shouldn't let him do everything without telling him how I feel.
When I was in secondary school, we were like sms and talk each and everyday. Then he finish his SPM and went to college, he don't have so much time to sms or talk to me, and we kept quarrel because of this. He called and ask me to be mature, stop being childish. I did think of the things that I did, I found it was silly and stupid for yelling at him everyday that he doesn't have the time to accompany me. Then when I came out to college, I realise what does he meant, so I don't mind that he can't sms me every hour or every time on each day. I only tell him one thing, I need to talk to him every night before I sleep, so he said okay.
As all this time passed by, he ended his college life few months ago. We still stick together when he is in kl. After the termination of his last class, he still talk to me everyday. Until he got this job at his friend coffee shop, he don't really call or sms anymore. From at least 10 msg till now not even 1 for a day. From at least 2 or 3 calls a day from him until no calls from him. And now even worst, sms him also he never reply.
Am I giving him too much of freedom? I never want to tide him up and stop him from doing anything. I just want him to at least call me one time a day telling me that he is doing fine and he will think of me.
I'm not sure whether how long this things gonna continue but I guess I can't stay at this situation anymore. If he really don't care, I shall just stop all this.
Maybe I should change the title to what is wrong with me. I don't know whether I am the one who have the problem or he is the one, but I'm sure I have something to do with this.

Don't Know la

Monday, August 24 at10:17 PM

Hmm I'm currently lying on the bed and typing nicely.
Thanks for the small convenient desk that hubby bought me, so that i could sit very very nicely and comfortably without being apart from the computer desk.
Anyway, it's Tine farewell today. Went over to office and met her and we chat a lot. She is leaving to Taiwan soon. Gonna miss her.
I'm currently addicted to someone, i got the feeling again, feeling alive again XD
Hmm regarding the graduation thing, I think I'm not gonna make it already. due to certain reason. Need to replan the whole thing again.
Whatever is it, I gonnna stop.
Bye.

你还好吗，好久不见～

Friday, August 21 at5:57 PM

最近还真的发生了不少事，好的不好的都随之而来。

小时候，大人常说小孩的责任是读书。
长大了，他们便说少年的工作是读书。
现在我应该处于第二阶段吧。

前两年，中五毕业后，还没想到要进修什么课时，
我拥有了别的选择，就是做临时工。
托舅母的福，我可以到马华工作.
那时还真不简单，原以为是份简单的工作.
其实，应征时是说 Data Entry 可是做后才知道一点都不是那回事。
说真的，表面上好像很轻松，
可是，真正在工作的人，才能体会到，那时怎样的一分工。
那时我才17岁，第一个星期工作，就做到半夜，
我去应征当天，还有另一个女生也在应征，
伟祥很迟才到办公室，我还在想，能这么迟上班吗？
其实他有苦衷，他身体不太舒服，所以有特权。
他是很匆忙的坐上他的位置，找了一份有50多面的资料让我看，
然后他让我告诉他我怎么想。
当时我简直傻了，只是Data Entry有那么必要吗。
然后我看了，才知道这部门真正在做的是一分不简单的差事。
你能一个星期开车到几个不同的洲属进行救灾的工作，
你能以个人管理十三个州的部门，处理他们传回来的问题。
有多少个真的可以随传随到？
又有谁能够承受上许多大人物施加下来的压力？
但是他做到了，虽然不是很了不起的一个人，也不出名，
可是却是一个不骄傲的角色。他是一个诚心的基督徒。
回到刚才，看完后我告诉他我应该可以。
然后就开始帮忙，放工时我问他我录取了吗？
他才告诉我其实还有一个人也在应征，
他说晚上才让我知道，他把电话号码告诉我，
他说如果在十点前还没打电话给我就让我 call 他。
我的头又冒出OS “为什么呢？很忙吗？很难考虑吗？毕竟只是一个临时工嘛？
果然真没打来，我便打过去，第一次没接，我等了一下，
想说晚点再大吧，打了第二次还是没接。
我还是发个讯息好了，然后电话便响了，
他只说了，“对不起，还在开会，忘了给你打电话，明天来上班吧，拜拜”
又快又准，都那么迟还在开会。
就这样开始工作了。同时我也在物色学校啦。
很随便得就进入了现在就读的学院。
虽然不太喜欢，可是因为一斑$好的不能的朋友，值得了
就这样两年了，现在我又该回去了，
虽然和当时的心情好象不一样了，
但是相同的是，我又有同样的问题了，
由该继续读什么呢？真头痛。


下雨了，也许老天爷也在悲悯那些受灾的人们，
那回去工作不是件好事吗。
家里外面的树和草都显得格外艳丽。
不写了。
再见。